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Thursday, January 19, 2017

The Double Meaning (Chapter Sixteen)

 Everything in life has a double meaning. Like a coin with two faces. You just choose which face to see and you also choose which meaning to get.  We all get double meaning in this life from the moment we were created inside our mothers and these meaning change by every day in our lives. This time my double meaning is more complicated than ever. This time it is not just a coin, but more of a necklace of coins that is tangled together preventing me from seeing all the meanings I need and only making me see the faces what others making me see. The first face is my own survival in this country, but one the other’s face, it is helping criminals escape their justice, but my other’s face has a little coin within it with a double faces too, the first face is a criminal I am helping to escape, but on the other side, he might be the one person I have been looking for my entire life, the love of my life. He tells me that my own survival is tangled within all of the others coin and to see the entire coin and not just a face, I need to untangle the rest and find the faces that I should see, the faces where I have to trust him and be get not just my freedom, but all of our freedoms.   WAIT FOR A NEW CHAPTER EVERY THURSDAY ON societyfix.blogspot.com


CHAPTER SIXTEEN

Saturday
“I have always had my getaway card, but I couldn’t use it till I was sure that Alex was out of there, safe and sound. I was about to get out with Alex, but then I had to take care of something first and then catch up to you.” Marcus answer only opens up the door to so many questions that need to be answered. I look at him puzzled, not sure how to respond to this. “I know that there is a lot of things you would want to know, but right now, we need to get out of here and then we can discuss it. He grabs me from my hand and leads me out of the room.

Wednesday
“Gayla, do you need help picking your jaw up from the floor?” Gayla is still staring at me in shock. Her shock is so hard to read, but I think she didn’t expect this from Emanuel or didn’t think he would go that far. The girls only told up, he might go a little rough, but not enough to actually hurt your leave a mark on you, but looking at me now, you would know that he will go that far.
“Tell me that you got something out of this mess.” Finally Gayla asks the question that I was waiting for.
“Your Alex get the fuck out of the prison, card is finally here.” I tap on my skull. “I will just take a shower, clean all this mess and then I will tell you all about it.” I head for the bathroom, but Gayla stops me.
“Do you need any help?” She asks with concerns. It is sweet, considering that I am in this mess because of her. It might be her guilt.
I smile a reassurance smile at her “Don’t worry, I drove here all alone, I think I would be okay taking the shower alone.” I head for the shower.

When I get out of the shower I find Gayla sitting on the bed fully dressed in her all black outfit. Her hair is dry and styled in a perfect ponytail. Next to her on the bed it a big plastic bag and there is food on the table. It looks like I have been in there for quite some time.
Gayla spots me. “I have brought you something.” She says in a sing song tone. I smile at how ridiculous she sounds which appose to her style at all. I open my eyes widely at her and smile a big smile from my heart. “Not, just something, I bought you multiple things.” She holds up the big plastic bag next to her up and her smile is so wide. I can’t see what’s in the bag, but it looks like I would need this. “Some is in the mini fridge too.” She pick a bottle from the floor next to her and drinks from it. I have no experience in alcohol, but that looks like a beer. She is tipsy, that is explaining her not-so-Gayla behavior.
I laugh at her and head to my bag, to find something to wear. I pick up a night gown and head back to the bathroom to change. “Stop right here missy.” This time I can’t keep my laughter a smile anymore. I double laugh and bend and rest my hand on my knees. “There she is, back from hell, or wherever she were.”
I stop laughing and turn to her and look at her questionably. “Hell?”
“Oh yeah, hell, I saw a look at your face, when you first came in was a look that sent shiver through my body, and I have seen lots of scary looks, I mean, I work with one of the most dangerous men in the world. Yes, you were in hell earlier, but you returned back.”
She gets up from the bed pick a bag that was on the chair. I didn’t see it. Pick something out of the fridge. “You are lucky, it didn’t melt away yet.” I look at what she is holding and it is a bag of frozen vegetables. “Sit down on the bed, I am going to work some magic tricks I have learnt along the way in my field.” I sit down on the bed, just like she instructed.
Magic indeed. She worked on me for nearly an hour and I don’t feel as uncomfortable as I did before. The best thing is the bandages she used are children bandages and they are adorable. We had a laughing fist with it.  After she finishes I look at the big bag on the bed. “That is for your beautiful soul sweetie. Change into some PJ, eat and then we are going to get a girl’s night it.” She say it with so much excitement and love that if you looked at as from bird’s view, you would think that we are best friends, not a kidnapper and a kidnapped.
Which reminds me that we didn’t discuss my plan yet. I am very surprised that she didn’t ask me and grill me about it once I am out of the shower. “Gayla, don’t we need to discuss the plan first and then have the girl’s night in or whatever you want?”
“Nop, we don’t. I have already told my men that you are not in a good shape to tell us about your plan, and that we are going to discuss it the first thing in the morning when you get better.” She says very fast and without really sounding like she cares about the plan that much.
“What if we need to start the plan from the first thing in the morning?” I ask her. I am still surprised about her reaction.
“If the plan has been formed while you are being rapped, but the biggest criminal in Columbia,” I cut her before she finished the sentence “And his men.” I say and she stops, mid-sentence, get in another wave of shock, but this time she recovers quickly. “Proving my point. I don’t think that if the plan is happening tomorrow that it would be suitable and that we would need to modify it and make it suitable for another day.” She says in a small voice and not as excited as she was before.
I take pity on her and decide to reassure her that the plan will be on Friday. “Don’t worry, the plan is on Friday, we are not going to reschedule anything.”
“Good, because I bought ice cream that I really want to eat. I haven’t really had ice cream in a while, so I am kind of using you as an excuse to eat it.” I get up to wear my night gown. I don’t need to go the bathroom to change as I got naked already so she can tends all the cuts and bits that they caused.
After I am finished I go to eat. Gayla went ahead and started already. Her plate looks so healthy. I don’t want to try it even, mine is just fried everything put together. The time I have spent with Gayla, made her get to know me better and in a lot of things. I don’t even know anything about her. I have never wanted to know her before. But right now, I want to know more about her. 
I look next to my plate and find the pill I take every day on the side. Even though Emanuel and his men all used condoms, I didn’t think they would, but they did, I still had an unprotected sex with Marcus and as much as his genes would be great in making babies, I don’t want to be pregnant and lately I think I don’t even want to bring any innocent children into this world.  I pop the pill in my mouth and swallow it.
I look up at Gayla and find her watching me. “You need to get tested. Once this is over and you are back in Egypt, the first thing you do, is to find the nearest hospital and make a full test. You need to make sure you didn’t catch anything and if you did, you need to know how you will live with it, medically speaking.”
“Don’t worry, I know that I would need to get one, if I got out of here alive.” We both turns silent and I hate this, because she really put on effort to lighten up my mood so I follow up.” You want to be shocked?” This catches her attention.
“Yeah.”
“The most dangerous men in Columbia, and most disgusting, if you asked me, used protection today.”
“My boss use protection all the time, this is normal.” She says not impressed at all. I guess she hasn’t met Emanuel or his men, so she wouldn’t be as shocked as me.
“Gayls, sweetie, I look at you and your men, and you look like you got out of Tom Cruise mission impossible movie. You wear great clothes, always clean, and that speaks so much about your boss. I am a hundred percent sure that he is the most clean man on plant.” She laughs out loud.
“Actually, he has an OCD with cleanliness. He likes things to be too clean. I will tell you something, you know when he torture people, you would think he beats them, and stuff like this, but no, he says that it will ruin his house, so he torture them mentally, just to keep away from the mess.” Okay, now I am very scared out of her boss. I always thought the mental torture is way harder than the physical one. I haven’t tried both, but I thought so and if he is that powerful that he would hire Gayla as his assistant, that meant that he is so good at his work, and his mind games.
“I know this look way too much. Everyone who meets my boss get it. The man is the scariest man alive and I have seen a lot of scary people with time.” I feel appreciation in her tone. She is like she walks on the moon for this man.
I leave this topic to that and start eating my food appreciating everything in it.
After we both finish we hop on the bed, Gayla gets her laptop and plays a movie online and we start the part.
Ice cream, check. Chocolate, check. Chips, check. Unhealthy amount of candy, check. Romantic movies, check. The party really starts and we have so much fun together in our time. In fact I had so much fun, more than I ever had with any of my friends. Till I fell asleep. The last thing on my mind, that I wish I have met her and Marcus in a different situations. 

Wednesday, January 18, 2017

Minimal Style Bloggers That All The Minimalist Need To Follow

I wanted to share with you some minimal style blogger that will make you love the minimal style so much. They did to me. These bloggers are amazing, have a great quality images and thousands and thousands of followers on Instagram, presenting to you The 5 Minimal bloggers that will make you love minimalism.

“GETTING THE MOST OUT OF LIFE ISN’T ABOUT HOW MUCH YOU KEEP FOR YOURSELF, BUT HOW MUCH YOU POUR INTO OTHERS.”


In case you missed the first two posts “5 60 SECOND MODEST MINIMAL OUTFITS AND HOWYOU SPICE THEM UP WITH WATCHES”, “GET THE MODEST LOOK: MINIMAL + MODEST +CLASSY” and “MODEST MINIMAL ITEMS THAT ARE ESSENTIAL FOR YOUR WARDROBE”, I am dictating this week, entirely for Minimalism and sharing different ideas and items you can buy and adopt to look your best in the simplest way possible.


I wanted to share with you some minimal style blogger that will make you love the minimal style so much. They did to me. These bloggers are amazing, have a great quality images and thousands and thousands of followers on Instagram, presenting to you The 5 Minimal bloggers that will make you love minimalism.

I wanted to share with you some minimal style blogger that will make you love the minimal style so much. They did to me. These bloggers are amazing, have a great quality images and thousands and thousands of followers on Instagram, presenting to you The 5 Minimal bloggers that will make you love minimalism.

                                                   MIJA Instagram
Mija is one of my favorite bloggers way before I even know what minimalism is all about. Her style is amazing and simple. If you checked her Instagram you would totally fall in love with her style, just like I did. I also love all of her Instagram images, they are so pretty. In fact why don’t you go there now and tell me if you liked it or not?

I wanted to share with you some minimal style blogger that will make you love the minimal style so much. They did to me. These bloggers are amazing, have a great quality images and thousands and thousands of followers on Instagram, presenting to you The 5 Minimal bloggers that will make you love minimalism.

This one is my newest discovery and I absolutely adore her. I love her structured outfit and her play with colors. The all-white looks she style, are my favorite. Go and check her Instagram now and you will see what I am talking about. 

I wanted to share with you some minimal style blogger that will make you love the minimal style so much. They did to me. These bloggers are amazing, have a great quality images and thousands and thousands of followers on Instagram, presenting to you The 5 Minimal bloggers that will make you love minimalism.

This blog is your destination if you want to know why I love minimal interior. Outside from her effortless and gorgeous fashion, the interior she shares leave me speechless. 

I wanted to share with you some minimal style blogger that will make you love the minimal style so much. They did to me. These bloggers are amazing, have a great quality images and thousands and thousands of followers on Instagram, presenting to you The 5 Minimal bloggers that will make you love minimalism.

FIGTNY ( Fuck it I am going to NewYork) Instagram
 Before I understood what the name mean. I used to stumble to pronounce it. I kept going on and on for hours trying to pronounce it right, till I finally figured out what it means and this was a life saver to me. But outside from her very cool name. This blog is minimalism in its truest forms. The only shades she uses are black, white and denim. How cool is this? Leave cool out of it, how practical this is. I want to be like this and I believe I would be like her soon enough I am going in this direction.

I wanted to share with you some minimal style blogger that will make you love the minimal style so much. They did to me. These bloggers are amazing, have a great quality images and thousands and thousands of followers on Instagram, presenting to you The 5 Minimal bloggers that will make you love minimalism.

Simplicity in its most amazing forms. MoiMinnie is a new discovery, but I love her style so much and the ways she works with basic and make it look so chic and don’t let me start with her Instagram account. She is my role model.

So what about you? Who are your favorite blogger? They don’t have to be minimalist, but someone you see their style and admire. I would love to know all about this, so why don’t you leave it in the comments down below and let us start the conversation. And if you are a minimal style blogger, please leave your blog link down below I would love to explore more and more bloggers and learn much from them.


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Tuesday, January 17, 2017

Modest Minimal ItemsT hat Are Essential For Your Wardrobe

Modest Minimal ItemsT hat Are Essential For Your Wardrobe


Jaeger loose sweater
1,380 EGP - jaeger.co.uk


Splendid crew neck t shirt
1,585 EGP - jades24.com


Marni cashmere coat
27,395 EGP - nathalieschuterman.com


Current/Elliott destroyed jeans
2,950 EGP - theoutnet.com


Yves Saint Laurent lace up shoes
8,585 EGP - ssense.com


Nicholas Kirkwood loafer
12,250 EGP - modaoperandi.com





“LOVE WHAT IS SIMPLE AND BEAUTIFUL. THESE ARE THE ESSENTIALS.”


In case you missed the first two posts “5 60 SECOND MODEST MINIMAL OUTFITS AND HOWYOU SPICE THEM UP WITH WATCHES” and “GET THE MODEST LOOK: MINIMAL + MODEST +CLASSY”, I am dictating this week, entirely for Minimalism and sharing different ideas and items you can buy and adopt to look your best in the simplest way possible.
Today’s post is all about essentials and I am a big believer that essentials vary from one person to the other and I still believe this way too much. So since I adopted minimalism last summer and started searching on the minimalist style and these kind of topics, developed this idea about the things that I love and want to have in my wardrobe and especially that they will save me way too much time and I would enjoy wearing them and the list is not much, it is very little and now I look in the picture above I find that the picture actually summarize what I wear in a daily basis. I change it from time to time, but mostly these items are the thing that I wear most of the time, if not all the time. So here is the list and I hope you enjoy it. 

1.      Light jeans. I don’t know what is it about light jeans, but they are amazing, I love them. Maybe it is the light color and my mood for the light colors and maybe because they are trendy or something.
2.      White shirt. Hello! This is not just a minimalism essential, but it is a wardrobe essential. I don’t really need to talk about this one.
3.      Black top. Since it is winter, my essential is black turtleneck. My most worn piece of all time. It is classic, make you look skinnier and it will go with different jeans shades, pants, skirt and not to mention different occasions.
4.      White sneakers. Type minimal style and you will see why this is essential.
5.      Black shoes. Again with the wardrobe essential. Black shoes are essential because it works with all types of outfits, occasions, styles, colors and simply they are your life saver. Someone said, when in doubt wear black and this couldn’t be far from the truth.
6.      Black coat. This one is a winter essential. If you need a coat, invest in a black one which will work on everything and will save you tons of money because you would only need one, so my advice invest in a good black coat.

I would love to know what are your thoughts about wardrobe essentials, it doesn’t have to be a minimalist one, simply the things that you have to have in your closet and you replace them very often, so please leave this in the comments down below and let us have a discussion.

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Monday, January 16, 2017

Get The Modest Look:5 Minimal+ modest + Classic

“DRESS HOW YOU WANT TO BE ADDRESSED.”


In case you missed yesterday’s post 5 60 SECOND MODEST MINIMAL OUTFITS AND HOW YOUSPICE THEM UP WITH WATCHES, I am dictating this week, entirely for Minimalism and sharing different ideas and items you can buy and adopt to look your best in the simplest way possible.


So while I was scrolling down PINTEREST, an image popped down my feed with a white, caramel and the image caption was white + caramel + classy and I thought to myself why don’t I make my own rules for the perfect minimal outfit and instead of it being white caramel + classy why not make it 5  Minimal + classic + modest to show you how to style classy outfits in a simple minimal way. And while I was style these 5 outfits I had this epiphany that most, if not all, the minimal outfit are classy. You can check most of them and you will be in owe and there are some bloggers that just send my jaw to rest on the floor by their very simple and classy outfits and me, counting the blessings of being a minimalist, I found out a new one, having an entire wardrobe just for classy outfits. 

5  Minimal + classic + modest to show you how to style classy outfits in a simple minimal way.

How could we mention minimalism and not mention all-black look? I love that I have an outfit just like this in real life, but the skirt is in my apartment in Cairo so I won’t be able to show it to you guys till I actually be get there, next week, but the point is, who doesn’t have a black pencil skirt or a black turtle neck or a black coat? I think these are basics in any wardrobe, so wearable, right?


5  Minimal + classic + modest to show you how to style classy outfits in a simple minimal way.

The next all-black outfit is my absolute favorite in all these five outfits, because it screams my style, due to me being petite and all. I can’t really wear skirt this often, so most of my wardrobe is pants and it elongate my legs so I love it. Love the oversized coat, but to actually suit my body I have to go with a little bit oversized like just a size or two max oversized kind of way, other than this I would look ridicules, so again, do what suits your body.

5  Minimal + classic + modest to show you how to style classy outfits in a simple minimal way.


 I can’t really talk about this outfit, it is classic, guys it is black and white! What can I say more? I am also in awe with this black trench coat. Unfortunately I do have the regular tan trench coat and I don’t have the black, but it is an obsession of mine, and I will get it soon, when I say soon, I mean next winter or when my black coat is ruined, whichever comes first.

5  Minimal + classic + modest to show you how to style classy outfits in a simple minimal way.

This one is done for the appreciation of the picture that inspired me for this post, but truth to be told, I wouldn’t really wear this, unless I found a classic maxi dress as this is not exactly my definition of modest, and till now, I couldn’t find anyone that is classic, maxi and white, so if you have one, please leave it in the comments down below. 

5  Minimal + classic + modest to show you how to style classy outfits in a simple minimal way.




Come to the masterpiece all white look. PERFECTION. I love all white, like I adore all white look. I still haven’t ever got to wear it, but it is on my bucket list of things to do before reaching I become a mom, so finger crossed here. BTW, don’t you think that this white jump suit is ridiculously stunning? I mean can I buy it now, please, kind of stunning.

Anyway guys, I hope you like this outfits, or got any value out of them, and if you like them, please leave in the comments down below and I would love to hear your thoughts.

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Sunday, January 15, 2017

5 60 Second Modest Minimal Outfits And How To Spice Them Up With Watches


“SIMPLICITY IS THE ULTIMATE FORM OF SOPHISTICATION.”


AN ENTIRE WEEK ABOUT MINIMALISM! If you don’t know this by now, I am obsessed with minimalism. I swear, currently, I am just wearing the same items that I love over and over again because I love how they look on my body, love how simple they are and the thing I love the most, is that these outfits takes less than 60 seconds, (just like all the outfits you will find here on Sundays). I love this, because one of my new year’s resolutions was to only take less than 60 second to get ready to go out, so minimalism helped me to do this.

So I know that minimal outfits can be boring sometimes, not to me obviously, but to some. So I came up with this ideas that with a single accessory you can spice your outfit up. You can wear a watch, something that will actually add value to your life and well as outfit, and this will spice your entire look up and that what I did on all of these outfits. I only took one single accessory to add a glam to the look. I mentioned last week on THIS POST that I am looking for a new watch and I shared with you a website that will help you find and choose the perfect watch and which watch you should invest in. This week I am sharing with you another great source MIKES WORLD, just go there and check out all the great information they have one watches and by the end of reading all the information you will know which watch to invest in and which watch to stray away from.

I feel like I have talked a lot before showing you guys the outfits, so without farther do, I hope you enjoy the outfits and if you like the flatlays, make sure to follow me on my INSTAGRAM to see more of them and if you like them so much and wish to know how I take them and edit them, please leave it in the comments down below and I will do a post just for you.

So I know that minimal outfits can be boring sometimes, not to me obviously, but to some. So I came up with this ideas that with a single accessory you can spice your outfit up. You can wear a watch, something that will actually add value to your life and well as outfit, and this will spice your entire look up and that what I did on all of these outfits. I only took one single accessory to add a glam to the look. I mentioned last week on THIS POST that I am looking for a new watch and I shared with you a website that will help you find and choose the perfect watch and which watch you should invest in. This week I am sharing with you another great source MIKES WORLD, just go there and check out all the great information they have one watches and by the end of reading all the information you will know which watch to invest in and which watch to stray away from.

So I know that minimal outfits can be boring sometimes, not to me obviously, but to some. So I came up with this ideas that with a single accessory you can spice your outfit up. You can wear a watch, something that will actually add value to your life and well as outfit, and this will spice your entire look up and that what I did on all of these outfits. I only took one single accessory to add a glam to the look. I mentioned last week on THIS POST that I am looking for a new watch and I shared with you a website that will help you find and choose the perfect watch and which watch you should invest in. This week I am sharing with you another great source MIKES WORLD, just go there and check out all the great information they have one watches and by the end of reading all the information you will know which watch to invest in and which watch to stray away from.

So I know that minimal outfits can be boring sometimes, not to me obviously, but to some. So I came up with this ideas that with a single accessory you can spice your outfit up. You can wear a watch, something that will actually add value to your life and well as outfit, and this will spice your entire look up and that what I did on all of these outfits. I only took one single accessory to add a glam to the look. I mentioned last week on THIS POST that I am looking for a new watch and I shared with you a website that will help you find and choose the perfect watch and which watch you should invest in. This week I am sharing with you another great source MIKES WORLD, just go there and check out all the great information they have one watches and by the end of reading all the information you will know which watch to invest in and which watch to stray away from.

So I know that minimal outfits can be boring sometimes, not to me obviously, but to some. So I came up with this ideas that with a single accessory you can spice your outfit up. You can wear a watch, something that will actually add value to your life and well as outfit, and this will spice your entire look up and that what I did on all of these outfits. I only took one single accessory to add a glam to the look. I mentioned last week on THIS POST that I am looking for a new watch and I shared with you a website that will help you find and choose the perfect watch and which watch you should invest in. This week I am sharing with you another great source MIKES WORLD, just go there and check out all the great information they have one watches and by the end of reading all the information you will know which watch to invest in and which watch to stray away from.

So I know that minimal outfits can be boring sometimes, not to me obviously, but to some. So I came up with this ideas that with a single accessory you can spice your outfit up. You can wear a watch, something that will actually add value to your life and well as outfit, and this will spice your entire look up and that what I did on all of these outfits. I only took one single accessory to add a glam to the look. I mentioned last week on THIS POST that I am looking for a new watch and I shared with you a website that will help you find and choose the perfect watch and which watch you should invest in. This week I am sharing with you another great source MIKES WORLD, just go there and check out all the great information they have one watches and by the end of reading all the information you will know which watch to invest in and which watch to stray away from.


OMG guys I really want to share with you. A lot has happened last week and I can’t believe that I have done all this. So this year I am working so hard on myself to bring the best version of myself to get better in blogging and in my personal life and you know all the new year, new me shit. So one of the things that I have been working on so hard was productivity. I have always considered myself very productive person my nature and neat person, but I have read couple of things and listened to couple of things and boom, I have decided to throw off my routine and make a new one, and holyshit, the result is amazing. I have shared little bit here and there on my TWITTER and my progress, but really I achieve so much more in my day with my new routine and schedule. If you want to know about the productivity hacks I have learnt, please leave comment so I can do post about it or if you simply want to know more about my blogging routine, also leave a comment I would love to do a post about it.
                                                                                                                     

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