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Wednesday, July 6, 2016

HOW TO REACH SATISFACTION WITH YOURSELF

Self doubt and self blaming are the most dangerous things you can do to yourself. Read my experiment in here

DON’T GROW UP, IT IS A TRAP.

This sentence couldn’t be truer. I have spent my entire childhood wanting to grow up. I wanted to be an adult and here I am, fast forward today and I became and adult and I discovered how great is to be a child. I miss not giving a shit. I miss saying things and no one would take them for granted and make a fuss out of them and maybe they will encourage me to say them even thou they are not right, but right now I am stressed out of everything.

I started this blog as a gateway of society, but second worst enemy after myself.  But I seem to give in for the fear of society. I seem to give in for the pressure that I face every day from people around me, parents fiancĂ© and friends. I don’t seem to be able to live a life for myself not for someone else. I don’t know how to be selfish and only care for myself and not for someone else opinion on my life.

 I read the four agreements and the first agreement was to be compatible with your word with yourself and no matter how hard I try to be okay with whatever I say and do because I have said it and done it I don’t seem to get it. I always end up hurting myself and blaming myself for what I said and done and make a big fuss out of it even though I didn’t do that bad and even if I did I want to be able to live with it and learn from it and not to be hurt from it, but that what happens to me. I get hurt, by no other person other than me.

But in the same book, the fourth agreement was to do your best always and forever and I know that I am doing my best, then why am I not okay with the consequences?  Why am I waiting for the clap from other people and not just happy with what I did no matter what was the final result? I am not sure of a lot of things, but I am sure of one thing, is that I will never give up and I will always do my best and maybe one day I will gain the satisfaction not matter what was the result.

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